Monday, April 6, 2009

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........The road less travelled...


Today the day seems to be when u sit back and think, the day for retrospection kinda.... :)
cant belive i stuck around at work for 1 year 3 months and 16 days already... phew time just keeps running, in between these 471 days life took thrice the number of turns, all along i have won something, lost something, loved, hated, broke, attached all under one hat one sun...

Seems amazing at times as how time and life really waits for none, in this time i have loved ppl, hurt some ppl, broken some ppl, broke muself, gave away myself, just went the way that i felt i should and honestly the only thing i regeret is not being able to stand by the ppl ihave hurt, i wih i could go aback and change that maybe i would love to go back 5 years ago and chnage the root of it.... But as they saw spilt milk is wasted milk but i pray from the bottom of my heart that i want them to be happy, i swear i never wanted to screw them...




When i sit back i think i have moved far away from my brood as well, my sister went away to UK and today i dont really crib and cry about the fact that she aint here it has become a way of life now... i hope i adjust when she comes back... :) sorry baby..

the other day i was watching this serial " how i met ur mother " where the friend of the guy broke up his relationship cause she thought his flame did not pass the poarch test, i really found it so nice i mean she was married happy but she had the liberty to break her frnds relation cause she gave importance to them being togetehre when ther grow old and play cards on the poarch, how i wish hemant thought the same, but happens and thats why we have the chnace to sit back and think.....

Life moves on and so do we, we usually have 2 roads a road less travelled and a road often taken and its we who deceide to take the risk or not, i wud take tke the road less travelled atleast u have some stories for ur kids when u grow old... :)

Friday, April 3, 2009

ThE Gr8 HuMan MiNd !!!


why is it that people don't care when u don't leave any stone unturned to help them...

i guess that's what human beings all about... when u get something to keep asking for more without thinking how much are u sucking the other person and when it comes to your giving suddenly everything just dries up... seems really funny at times but i guess that's what it is all about...

i had never expected this from that someone from whom i even had a run up with my mom dad, i guess it was not worth it..

what hurts more is the fact that it being taken so casually that the attitude is what hurts.. mai kya karu is the question i mean what do i say after that...

anyways i guess its just not the day for me.. kya bakwaas likh rahi hu mujhe bhi nahi pata... i need a break man i really need a break.............

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

April Fool's Day.... :)



April fools day and i have already been made a fool today :) infact last night.... Dv got me this time bloody wat happened to me i have no clue when he said he is going back asap cause he needs to go to the OZ Land i was like as they say in Hindi..
Pair k neeche se zameen kisak gai
....

Today is rupa's birthday...wished her this morning.. how can i ever forget her bday.. i was made such a big fool 12 years ago... :)

sometimes when i sit back i really feel like laughing hard at myself i knew everything its just that i was keeping my eyes closed.... that itself qualifies me to be the fool on april fools day... :)

the biggest tamasha of fools is coming soom the gr8 general elections... yesterday when SC ruled out sanjay dutt from contesting he comes over to blame UPA for not letting him contest plus the gr8 Mr. Amar Singh goes on to carry out a full length press conference for the same.. i mean how can ppl think we are so stupids to fall for the trap, why should they let someone like sanjay dutt contest i mean what good has he done in his life.



I am not here to judge him on his life but for the fact that he had a troubled teens with his mom dying, then drugs and then jail and also the blast case he has seen it all, he must be a good human being not denying that but with the records of jail should he be contesting at all. I mean here we have all the fourums on the net in papers going out to try and make INDIA the corrupt free nation and all, no crimals for elections stand etc does Mr. Sanajy Dutt think he should even stand for elections have the Nov 26th attack, morally he should himself stand away...

The other day i was reading this report of how the kashmiri's have turned around, they admit that ppl like umar abdhulla have really brought about some kinda change in their always-being-bombed state, this is what a true leader stands for, he has been doing something , what have the rest done , what has the gr8 dame Miss. Mayavati done, what has sanjay dutt done and what has his elder brother [:)]
mere bade bhai
amar singh done other than being arm candy for amitabh sir the actor.



I hope someday these fools realise that when on 1st April ppl are made fool for the 1st time we become fools the 2 nd time we may become a fool again but the 3rd time we know wats coming and then we dont take it lying low, but yes there is a segment of ppl who no matter what no matter what day just keep making fools out of themselves and these dutt, mayavati , singh etc are at their best..... As they say
har kutte ka din aata hai
pata nahi kab koun vote karde and yeh jeet jaye....

:)

Happy April Fools Day...