well just as the title says, i am a bot confused about everything, i mean we say ppl make our life spl and so do relationships but how is it that these so important aspects life and relations depends upon a fragile thing that is people....... how is it that the buildings that make us depends on such a weak base called people... people change and that changes everything.......
i wonder how do feeling change for a person within a span of time.. it happened to me and honesltly i dont know why.. is it that we never really felt that but we made yourselves feel that yes we feel this and once the initial euphoria goes away we get to see the real picture, or is it that over the period of time if thinhs dont go well our feeling do really really chnage.... wat is it??
few days back i heard someone telling me that we should only ask of little "sukh" he compared it to you know loan, the more loan we take the more interest we pay, so take less loan pay less interest... i mean who will decide the amount of sukh being less or more what if for me 10 kgs of sukh is too small and for someone 1 kg of sukh is too big, who will decide how much is litle or how much is more... will we ever find answers to these questions??
feelings, wants, expectations these are things that differ from person to person so how is it that a monk is happy with any wants or expectations and a person who has it all is still not satisfied... wats is it that we want from life...
a frnd of mine a very spl frnd knows what he wants ppl will think he is confused he will talk about change in everything he has and wants and ppl will think he does not know what he wants but i know he knows what he wants and he knows who he needs to go about getting it done leaving everyone around him confused....my aim in talking about him is that why cant i know what i want i mean when will i stop being confused...
i guess confusion tab hoti hai jab you want lots of things or maybe when u want to have the cke and eat it too.... like now i want the frndship and i want the person too... its creates hell in the brains, chemical locha u see..
talking abt stuff toh i dont know i see a lot of change in someone and i dont know what do i do about it, i mean i maybe i am responsible for it pata nahi wat is it, its not the same, hope this new year brings about good things yaar... and also i hope new year brings abt peace for someone whom i went on a rampage to hurt...
life i guess is all about new things and old things in balance the one who achives it goes on and they who dont get stuck, i wanna move with the goodness of life, hope everyone feels the same and then i guess the world will be better place....
and as for people i hope everyone takes the goodness then i guess the base remains strong which helps the relations and life to bear new fruits..............
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